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They Woke Up

Warning: The following text contains adult-themed topics related to drug use, drug addiction, and sex.

 

They woke up 

An infant surrounded by a puddle of tears

Searching for the care of their guardian

Reaching for the stars places above their crib as

Each star growing brighter then dimmer

Dreams forming beneath the recesses of their mind while

A thumb pulses in and out of their mouth and

A rattle shakes here and there as their hand moves

 

They woke up

Walking on two appendages across the cold floor

Eyes beginning to make sense of the world

Incoherent screeches escaping their mouth and

Curiosity gaining the better portion of them as they’re

Walking to and fro from one guardian to the next while

Dancing in front of illuminated lights ignited by a television

Broadcasting shows supplied by their guardians

 

They woke up

A child growing with a sense of wonder

Seeking every corner of their vision as an adventure

To be had, as their guardians watch behind them

Growing in consciousness, logic, and maturity

Welcoming strangers here and there as they were 

Taught by their oh-so kind-hearted guardians

 

They woke up

Developing their complex, bottled-up emotions 

Talking here and there with their friends and peers

And often getting caught vanishing into the night

When a curfew has been supplied by their guardians

Their behaviors are seldom expressed freely

As they sit idly in their room which is 

A contraption meant to trap the precious thoughts

That enter into their nuanced, growing minds

Growing up to not question their kind-hearted guardians

And saying yes every time the opportunities came

 

They woke up

Following all the steps their guardians have made for them

To a future that united the family

 

They woke up

With a large, strong, and bulky build

Growing up learning that they were the protectors of society

Protecting the meek and weak around them

Like the smaller body that collapsed onto their chest in bed

Lying here and there as the both of them moved under the blankets

Eyes meeting one another in contempt

Dreaming of their futures together

 

They woke up

Disaster around every corner

Infertility, divorce, debt, eviction

Their lives at a ruin

Driving them through a manic state

Sleeping in alleyways to pass the time

Sore, lanky, dirty, malnourished

A cigarette in one hand, a crushed dream in another

Cigar butts by one foot, a half-pint of vodka by another

Devastated, they sleep

 

They woke up

Questioning their self-worth

Their dull eyes lessening the world around them

Their wrinkles telling all the wrong stories of them and

Repelling anyone from seeing them

The whole world seemingly against them

They cry in writhing agony

 

They woke up

In pitch darkness

Without form or void

Wishing they were someone else

From the monstrosity that so chained them

Peter Kang
Peter Kang is a sophomore at Basis Peoria! He is very quiet and reserved, and in his free time, he loves to read, draw, think about his existence, and stay refreshed. His favorite ice cream flavor is mint chocolate chip, and currently writes dark and mysterious stories on this website.
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